Moodswings.

"But why think about that when all the golden lands ahead of you and all kinds of unforseen events 

wait lurking to surprise you and make you glad you're alive to see?" 

— Jack Kerouac

The gushin' rain outside our window woke me up sooo early today.
But I felt this really throbbing pain in my chest and to keep these inner demons away, I needed to write. *sniff*

And while I try painstakingly write, I blast off the speakers and turn on my jdorama playlist.

Don't get me wrong though, I do have other stuff goin', really goody lovey exciting stuff.... like...
    - my website is on it's lil revamping (rescue-ing) stage and i have a good friend/web developer helping me out
    - piles of happy edits to do yet that keeps me giddy
    - 'officially' shooting wedding(s) soon, before this year ends! wooooh! <--- this is the part where I can't almost sleep thinking about hehe
    - i'm collaborating with my faery buddy Govinda on a really wonderful creative project coming up that we can't wait to get started with it! *wink*
    - i'm redesigning my own 'official' business cards (ooops i know by now I should have them ready huh?)
    - packing up for BALI in November with friends (and hope to meet the medicine man! haha)

So you see, there're much things to marvel at in the coming days....but today, it feels like being stuck between "a rock and a hard place." I just remembered those exact words from Jasmine Star and I'm just somehow caught up with a boggling question on my already chaotic head, only I know, time can tell soon how it will turn out for me.

So yeah, I am on my moodswing today.

Tomorrow I might delete this post or....the heck, move on (fast!), Josephine!